"Hello and good morning! This is Velocity, from the medibay? I'm trying to familiarize myself with as much of the crew as I can so everyone is at a nice comfort level with me before they come in. Any questions or concerns you may have are very reasonable to have, and I would be delighted to answer them!"
"Velocity, dear. I have no need for seeking a new medic. I am dealing quite fine with my visits from the inferiorly small Ratchet. Thank you for your time, at least You cared enough to ask."
"...So long as you are taking responsibility for it and don't call him that again, I suppose I'll accept that. Everyone has moments where they say the wrong thing in the moment, right? What matters is your behavior after that. So, well, this is moment one! Moment two can be you're telling me if there's anything else you need. You don't need to deal with heavy things all on your own, you know?"
"A-" She sputters for a moment, and almost audibly pressed a cupped hand over her mouth to muffle it before lowering it again.
"There is nothing wrong with letting people know something is wrong, or you're in pain. That's how things get worse! I hope you please feel comfortable letting me know if something is on your mind in the future! Even if I can't fix it, you'll have an audial and a shoulder, right?"
[This was getting into war stuff, she suspected, and she knew, she knew that she didn't have much of any context in order to have an opinion on this, but... but she couldn't help heavily associating his words anyway with her experiences growing up and at school when she'd tried to ask for help or been mocked just for being who she was]
Nautica and Windblade told me before that if someone isn't ready to accept the parts of you that aren't palatable and easier to accept, they aren't ready for all the beautiful and bright parts. And Riptide said those bots have their heads shoved up their um. Places. So. I know it's easier said than done, but try not to take it to your spark.
I can do what I must, but it is quite difficult when very little people give me a chance. The only ones who do are new shipmates and eventually they will all turn on me. Its the fact of this ship and this multiversal curse.
There is nothing to be done. I've damaged what credintials i have.. and simple I will exist as is.
Oh... [Her shoulders hunched as she was reminded of medical school and almost her entire life before it, setting her wheel kibble spinning] I'm really sorry. I know what that's like. I wish you didn't, but...
[She lets out a little laugh] At least there's someone else that gets it, right? The universe is a little less lonely.
Of course! I can't even say how wonderful it is to meet people who know what it's like to struggle with different things than everybody else does. I mean...
[She hunches a bit again] Its not good, but it's good for empathizing with each other, right?
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Date: 2023-07-26 03:24 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2023-08-06 08:03 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2023-08-17 01:08 pm (UTC)[A pause to absorb and reflect]
"Why does being small have to be some sort of inferior thing? That's a strange thing to think is appropriate to say, isn't it?"
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Date: 2023-10-19 02:22 am (UTC)[ ditzy seeming. he can maneuver this. ]
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Date: 2023-10-21 03:32 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2023-10-21 04:04 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2023-10-21 05:01 pm (UTC)"There is nothing wrong with letting people know something is wrong, or you're in pain. That's how things get worse! I hope you please feel comfortable letting me know if something is on your mind in the future! Even if I can't fix it, you'll have an audial and a shoulder, right?"
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Date: 2023-10-21 05:06 pm (UTC)Fret not, dear. I am quite used to my placement on this ship. I'm abit to much for many here, and I suppose it is what I deserve
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Date: 2023-10-21 05:51 pm (UTC)Nautica and Windblade told me before that if someone isn't ready to accept the parts of you that aren't palatable and easier to accept, they aren't ready for all the beautiful and bright parts. And Riptide said those bots have their heads shoved up their um. Places. So. I know it's easier said than done, but try not to take it to your spark.
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Date: 2023-10-22 11:24 am (UTC)There is nothing to be done. I've damaged what credintials i have.. and simple I will exist as is.
[ there that should snag her for a bit. ]
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Date: 2023-10-29 07:01 am (UTC)[She lets out a little laugh] At least there's someone else that gets it, right? The universe is a little less lonely.
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Date: 2023-10-29 01:55 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2023-11-01 05:56 am (UTC)[She hunches a bit again] Its not good, but it's good for empathizing with each other, right?
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Date: 2023-11-04 06:23 pm (UTC)